You mean if she had just cheated for no reason? -puts the remote down leaving it on a random show before shifting on the couch to face him- Um, he finished school and came back here, and I left and don't see myself wanting to come back here forever. -shrugs her shoulders up- I guess we just want different things.
There's never a good reason for cheating, but if it had been something different. -shrugs- I can't explain it, I mean she basically degraded herself, that's not the girl I fell in love with. -shrugging a bit more as he listens to her- Yeah, that's understandable, would you get back with him, you know given the opportunity?
No, I get it .. -nods- Like, she made the choice to make a grade more important than being a good person? -brings her knees up and hugs them to her chest, sighing quietly at his question- I don't know .. -shakes her head- He told me he regrets calling it off, and I do miss him sometimes but it was so hard to get over that that I don't even know how to let myself feel anything like it anymore. And beyond that, we're still not on the same page about what we want so there's no point in trying again.
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Yeah, I get what you mean about the feelings part. -nods a bit as he leans into the couch more, getting comfortable as he looks over at her- I loved her a lot, like so much. -nods, shrugging- And it seems like she didn't care, after that I think something inside just shut down completely. -nods- I don't want to be that guy that just goes from one girl to the next, that's not who I am, but at the same time, I don't know how to feel anything. -shrugs- It sucks that he called if off and now is saying he regrets it, things happen for a reason I guess. If you're not on the same page, it isn't worth it, in my opinion.
I agree. -nods slowly- If I hang out with him while I'm here, things are going to get all intense and screwed up again by the time I leave. -shakes her head- But at the same time, at least maybe then I could feel something again. -frowns softly- I loved him and I had to shut that down too when we broke up. I'm so tired of not feeling anything.
